Today, February 22nd, is the one month anniversary of my dad's death. I honestly can't believe that its been a month since that day. It's been hard today, but at least most of the little things I had to do without Dad are over. Of course we've still got all the really hard things ahead of us like the holidays and birthdays and such. The really hard thing is that I'm becoming less and less numb. I guess it's good to cry more now, which is what I have certainly been doing. Right now, the only thing keeping me going is my friends and family, especially the little babies in my house. I really want the pain to go away. I know that it will get better but it's awfully hard to believe that right now.
R.i.p. Daddy. I love you and miss you more than I could ever say.